🙏🏽 Reasons why starting our week off worshiping God and Fellowshipping with other Christians is a MUST for us, is because you never know what life brings and what you will run into week after week. Tuesday of this past week definitely proved that for us.
If you’ve been following my stories over on my Instagram, then you know all about it. But just in case you’re not a part of my IG story fam, let me fill you in real quick: On Tuesday, we officially started our journey of trying to give sweet pea Nova a sibling. For those of you who don’t know, we struggle with infertility and it took us six years to bring Nova into our lives.
Everything is ticking…(meaning my biological clock at 38, is definitely ticking) and over these past six years after becoming a family of three, we have gone back and forth on whether or not we wanted to have another baby. As I start to reach that big 40, and Victor getting ready to be 54 this December! (I know right!?!? He doesn’t look it!! having babies at our ages can be a lot of unknowns.
But Nova has been asking for a sibling every since she was able to talk, and as we continued to think about it, we both feel it would be something we would look back on and regret at least not trying to. On Tuesday, we went for our official Infertility Planning Session with our new doctor and it was the worst experience we have ever had! I got in the car after the appointment and starting crying! Victor said he felt like he had just left the principal’s office.
You can get all the details of our entire Infertility Journey along with what exactly happened on Tuesday in my Infertility Journey Highlight here.
At first, I said to myself “Well, maybe that is a sign that we just don’t need to go down this path again. But then, I heard another voice tell me that was nothing but Satan talking. Then I read this verse, and talking about getting that confirmation from God to keep moving: He lifted me out of the pit of despair, out of the mud and the mire. He set my feet on solid ground and steadied me as I walked along. He has given me a new song to sing, a hymn of praise to our God.” Psalms 40:2-3
I am definitely singing a new song as I go into the new week! 🙏🏽